teacher's college is offically totally applied to. i sent in the last piece of my application (due friday) in today. unfortunately i had no creative juices left at all - so what i wrote was crap. fortunately i have awesome friends and they fixed it up for me... ben took what i wrote and made it better, and then julie took what he wrote and made it better yet.
i've realized some things recently...
- i want to go to africa...
- i hate being cold
- i have no idea what i'm doing next year and keep flipping from being cool with that to having anxiety attacks
- i have an awesome family
- i have awesome friends
- i like wearing shorts in the winter
- i want to learn ballet
- if i don't get into teachers college i'm starting to re-think the orphanage in honduras idea... perhaps now is the time?
- i actually am an introvert... but i really like hanging out with people
-something needs to change. i don't know what yet - all i know that something has to change - perhaps that is the adventure?? figuring out and dealing with whatever that may be...

oh well - perhaps this is enough rambling for one night...